What am I passionate about? I guess we all struggle sometimes when thinking about these questions!Last night I started to do it and it all resulted in sort of an essay, which is titled ME.
But before I post my answers in a essay form here, let me ask you: Who are you? Do you consider yourself feminine? What is femininity for you? What are you so incredibly passionate about? Are you rather career- or family-oriented? What are you driven by?
Please let me to introduce myself in a form how it poured out of me last night:
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| This is ME during the last warm moments of September 2013 |
I'm Ruthie aka a 24 year old culture junkie from a freezing country named
Estonia. Have you ever heard of it? It's good if you have, but I really don't
mind if you haven't. A culture junkie
you ask? Eh? Well I guess it manifests in
me soon getting a Humanitarian
Bachelor degree in Roman languages(particularly French and it's literature)
and in my favorite hobby being theater. Going to theater, not acting
though. I do enjoy sometimes reading plays
or watching videos of them on Youtube. I actually have attended quite a lot of
classes regarding theory of theater. It's so fascinating. Theater is magic. I love how somewhat usual
situations and problems or feelings get a totally different meaning when
performed or acted out on stage. It's beautiful and mysterious. Actors and actresses are amazing in their skills or using both verbal and
non-verbal communication so well in portraying feelings and expressing
thoughts. Regular people do that too, but rarely intentionally. Performers usually think through their each gesture,
facial expression or even the tone of their voice when saying something. 
As hinted before, in my mind a culture isn't only some kind of art of performance. It is also anything related to those distinct
ways by people are living in different regions/ countries. I've always been fascinated by British, French
and Spanish (pop) culture. I'd be lying
if I didn't enjoy watching various chat shows such as The Graham Norton
show or listening to bands or artists as McFly, Robbie Williams,Michael
Jackson and Katherine Jenkins. I adore the purity and beauty of her voice.
There are way more artists and bands that I enjoy listening to and way more
shows I love to watch though.
Recently, even though I usually do not follow a lot of
trends, I have been caught into the web of British Youtubers. Watching their
videos I such a great guilty pleasure of mine.
I love the fact that they are regular young people who are just open
enough to share their feelings, thoughts, ideas and experiences with other
people their age and usually way younger. Perfect for guilty pleasure! Why guilty
pleasure? In my family , it's considered weird and sinful to spend time at this
age watching that kind of videos and down-right wasting time by doing it. But
who cares?
I also love salsa, but dancing it solo doesn't make it
actually as enjoyable as it could be. I do enjoy watching or experiencing
anything esthetically beautiful and inspirational such as ballet or anything
else.
I am a sensitive and feminine woman. I love being feminine even
though high heels aren't my best friends. Do they have to be though? For me being feminine comes from inside even
though I do wear skirts and dresses daily and I don't own a pair of trousers, except for the ones
for workout. Femininity is just like beauty. It has inner and outer
dimensions. The inner one is mysterious
and unexplainable, but I still feel it all the time.
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| I agree 500% with Ms/Mrs Claire Brummel |
As a person I am driven by nothing greater than love and passion.
Friends admit valuing the amount of passion and love I have in my heart. According to them, this what makes me special person for them. If I
find someone important and intriguing enough for me I treasure them so much and
I'll always have a special place in my heart for them. I am really
compassionate and empathetic. I am proud to admit being totally
family-oriented. I do believe in the importance of having a great career in a
field that you love, but I tend to set family, friends and love related aspects
of life above work.I actually am hopefully about to start a ravishing career in
entertainment management myself, but I just value Love, romance, relationships,
children and friendships more.
I hope you all are gonna think about these questions and will let me know in comments of who are you!
Love,
Ruthie
xxx
